Disappointed...

...defeated in expectation or hope. That is exactly how I feel, right now. And now, I am grieving; mourning the loss of what could have been. I literally cried for almost an hour straight, this morning. I'm going to be fine. I'm a firm believer that things work out for the best, and there is a reason for everything, but that doesn't mean we can't be sad and disappointed when our hopes and expectations do not coincide with our reality.

I sometimes hesitate to write things that are too personal on this blog, but then I remember why I started this in the first place. It was for times like this, when my thoughts and emotions are too overwhelming to keep bottled up inside. This post is for me. I needed it.

Now I'll leave you with a much happier/funnier thought...

In the middle of the night last night, David rolled toward me and kissed me several times, rather passionately (it gave me butterflies). Then, he rolled back over and said, "That was really awkward". I chuckle every time I think about it! :)